It’s definitely been a while since I took the time to write. As my favorite saying goes, “Life comes at you fast.” None the less, I’m back again and so excited about life. It’s such a strange thing to say that I’m excited about life but I until recently, I don’t think I was actually taking the time to enjoy life day by day. I was so zoned in on “What’s Next?” , I wasn’t actually living my life (well, not a fulfilling one at least) . My anxiety was through the damn roof so I focused ONLY on the things I could control and made the conscious decision to live in the moment. It’s definitely easier said than done because I’m truly a control freak.
Anyways, while also putting more energy into blogging, I also decided to start a YouTube page. I’ve wanted to for years and kept making excuses about why the timing isn’t right. No more excuses. I’m turning 29 this year and it has me thinking about what I don’t want going into year 30 and the main thing is… REGRET. Let’s just say fuck fear and take some leaps of faith right?! Back to the topic though, my YouTube page should be up and running in the next few months. To be honest, I’m thinking about launching it and not saying anything to anyone for a few months so I can see how it does on its own. Not to mention, I don’t even want to deal with the opinions of others right now.
There have been some major life changes as of late and some decisions I’ve made about my future but I’ll dig deeper into those with later posts. I promise they deserve their own posts and you won’t regret the short wait. Trying to dab into that in this post would just make this several pages long and who is honestly that interested in my life to read for that long. LOL
BLAH. The whole point of all this is to say that I’m done being a punk and I’m back from my unnecessary hiatus. Except so much more from me and hopefully you stick around with me for this ride! 🙂